I am alive

tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64009596113490672472012-01-01T23:58:44.762+08:00I am aliveWe're only human afterall.ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.comBlogger1441100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-606398582815853172012-01-01T23:50:00.006+08:002012-01-01T23:58:44.906+08:00Here we go

Here's my obligatory new year's post. This year, I've already had many people go:" So, New Year's resolution?" And I decided to laugh it off by saying "I'm not ready yet, I'll tell you during Chinese New Year!" But it did get me thinking, i do tend to start little personal missions, so why not? my concept of the 'year' has been muddled by my academic calender, but I'll go on and

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-89405879616455512522011-11-12T10:40:00.000+08:002011-11-12T10:40:29.318+08:00Image post #15 {You. Yes, you}

I'm a And proud I know you know. Thank you. Remind yourself. Remind them. My mission. Maybe yours? I believe in us, you and I, me and you, us. Every single one of you reading this, if you are, We'll make it through. I'll be here, you know how to find me. ßlåñk

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-25813923201463712712011-11-04T20:22:00.000+08:002011-11-04T20:22:09.589+08:00I love my life. I do.

No sarcasm, no hidden symbolism. I love my life. Lately, I have just forgotten. On this path, I lost that thought under the disorganized piles of paper, Concentrating only on the aims and goals i am heading towards. Blinded by the winds whipping my hair, Looking down at the hands grabbing at my feet. Things are all clear now, I love my life. I do. My family, I would never give them up for

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-69902386931571466472011-10-01T21:37:00.000+08:002011-10-01T21:37:42.500+08:00What if.....?

What if? Those are such powerful (yet underestimated) words. "what if...?" The words that make you fantasize, and fall, for the things that we conjure up. "what if...?" Makes us discover so much more, encourages us to "try it", "you can always step back". and when we get to the reality of things, We wait some more, in anticipation of something. anything. and a while later we realise,

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-50564565199425158962011-09-09T18:05:00.000+08:002011-09-09T18:05:37.745+08:00Expectations

expectations, Will Not be the death of me. I will learn to live up to those expected of me, from others. I will, work. I will learn to lower my expectations of others, because they lead to nothing but bad feelings. I will learn that they, have all rights to run, but they don't. I will be fine. I am fine. It's all okay.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-29464170188919469602011-08-26T12:23:00.001+08:002011-08-26T12:23:09.142+08:00All i can say

Is thank you. You believed in me, but pretended not to, just to make me feel better. You told me blatant lies, Loudly, making people stare at you weirdly, just to make me laugh. You didn't bug me about studying, in fact, you were the one who put on music and got me hyper. You defended me, told me truths in attempt to calm me, Stayed calm when I

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-68570658446553513892011-08-18T21:27:00.000+08:002011-08-18T21:27:02.203+08:00Obvious.

We'd sang, loudly and out of tune, Hear our laughs, Even in the rain. Remember? Excitement buzzed through our veins. I miss it. Because that's still me. Everyone pretends, Longs to be somewhere else, Only if we could stay where we were comfortable, forever. Never. Not once. Grimacing, I try to move on. I smile, Sometimes. Now, Obeying social code, I'm Tired of the

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-65020478225690389802011-08-08T21:52:00.001+08:002011-08-08T21:53:05.073+08:00Blank

There's only so much I can do. But I'll be here. I'll be strong, even if I don't feel it. I can pretend, like all the great actors out there. Not that I'd dare compare myself to them, but I'm on my way to being an apprentice.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-78239307731045636842011-08-05T23:12:00.000+08:002011-08-05T23:12:24.456+08:00Dreams

Or nightmares. Some times, it is in these moments of tender and ridiculous nostalgia that i know something inside is still broken. Or cracked. Or chipped. And i know it affects almost everything. Worried, doubtful, paranoid. Disbelief, suspicious, untrusting. There you were in the dream, wanting 'to talk'. Since when did you ever want to 'talk'? Stupid dreams, stupid haunts. Another

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-37260870105201115502011-07-11T16:46:00.000+08:002011-07-11T16:46:30.397+08:00Taking Stock

Taking stock. Hoodie 'cause it's cold out. Jeans, practical. The usual Tee, hair loose. Eyes working bottom up, moving from the shoes to the three-year-old pair of jeans, up to the new shirt that was a gift. A watch on the right, a few bands and a friendship bracelet on the left. Looks right. Now, on to the tough stuff. A slight furrow hidden behind that long, side swept fringe.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-68319537059719578872011-06-24T19:33:00.000+08:002011-06-24T19:33:14.392+08:00The simple truth

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-19558002053899807272011-06-16T17:08:00.000+08:002011-06-16T17:08:52.052+08:00Irresponsible.

That's the thing about people who mean everything they say... They think everyone else does too. And then they get let down. Disappointment&&frustration follow. If that's you, breathe. You're a dreamer, don't let anyone take that away from you. Dream on. ßlåñk

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-89609074386299090822011-06-04T15:46:00.003+08:002011-06-04T15:47:32.275+08:00Be kind

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle."-Plato Credits to Melanie Yong for the image.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-68268029766549288142011-06-01T12:35:00.001+08:002011-08-23T17:14:09.099+08:00To the yous.

A flood of feelings visited today. You're still the one holding the record for the longest phone call. You? You're the one I've known since forever, and we're still in contact. It's amazing. You, I doubt I'd ever find someone as humble as you. And hey, I miss silences that I've had with you. You and the way you trusted me and the way you were always in

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-36323616670581847562011-05-14T18:19:00.001+08:002011-05-14T22:08:59.191+08:00Words

Love. Hate. Perfect. Those are strong words to use. As kids, we used them all the time. "I hate you, go away." "I love my mommy." "This is perfect!" Then, we go an awkward period where saying "I love you" or "Thank you, it's perfect" simply isn't 'cool', it's simply too affectionate, and then, we seem to use 'hate' instead, as if we needed to fill a void. "I hate the

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-11664247076226990882011-03-23T23:03:00.000+08:002011-03-23T23:03:55.139+08:00Flipside

Thing like those, Peaceful. Calm. Loving. So why does it feel like a threat?

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-79530285813639375902011-03-19T19:44:00.001+08:002011-05-14T18:20:30.024+08:00Image post #14 {Words}

Although we were probably brought up like this, just look back and you'll see how much things have changed. and this happens too often. But hey, here's to you. Now, give up, never give in. I'm And I'm glad.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-26923214745642237472011-02-03T17:49:00.001+08:002011-02-03T17:49:13.262+08:00Chinese New Year!

And nothing is truer than that truth. =) Chinese New Year is back, and we're celebrating. Just to make sure no-one is left out, everyone gets a few days off school and work, just so we can go around and meet people we occasionally see, or just so some of us can have a nice time at home or be with family, go to the shops, finish that book we've left alone for a while. The Lion Dances

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-38360171919129269702011-01-15T18:22:00.001+08:002011-01-15T18:32:22.752+08:00Her

I look up, and I see her. Her hair's longer now, cut in layers as it's been for a while. But it must've been at least a while since she last cut it, even the shortest layer is way past her chin. Now that she let it grow out, her hair seemed more tame, less wavy, more well behaved. One thing though, is how her hair always does as it pleases at the ends. They curl out, both sides deciding never

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-17346752339732433562010-12-31T08:53:00.000+08:002010-12-31T08:53:00.475+08:00Done:2010

2010, done. At the start of the year, I found myself thinking: would I say "twenty-ten" or "two-thousand-and-ten"? It didn't matter, I used both. I had other important things to fret over, I'm sure it was the same for everyone else. Honestly though, because my school year ends July and starts September, I feel like the year's been split into two. Looking back, I realise how far I've come,

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-86314078377099375142010-12-14T21:56:00.001+08:002010-12-14T21:56:46.817+08:00Burying

I've slowly come to realise that I was right all along, that burying the past, burning it, is not the way to go. I'm not sure if I'm proud of my past, but I will tell you this: It has made me who I am, and I find that comforting; to know that all of that, resulted in more than I expected.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-12923452242267015272010-12-10T22:28:00.002+08:002010-12-10T22:29:58.730+08:00Doubts

They've been floating around quite a bit lately, and I know it shows. I just find myself worried about the not-so-close future, because sorting things out for that time, so many months before it will actually happen, scares me. What if, I suddenly decide I want to be an apprentice baker? one that could mould pastries like she moulds her words; What if, by then, a virus attacks and all the

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-40105340599136687512010-11-12T22:10:00.002+08:002010-11-12T22:11:32.772+08:00Image post #13 {Purple!}

This post is dedicated to the colour purple, just cause. =) Purple, find me a word that rhymes with it. Really. I love the colours here.. :D Purple in the sky? Awesome. Believe, hold on. xox Take Care&& Stay strong

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-13302322370187875252010-10-17T21:41:00.000+08:002010-10-17T21:41:11.751+08:00Break

I've slowly come to realize that having to move out of my comfort zone, taking that plunge, has probably given me more reasons to be guarded. And yet I find myself walking straight into some situations, with that little voice straining itself just to remind me to be careful, reminding me to look where I'm going and to please come back down when I'm up there, dreaming. I hear the voice,

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-42395520325521459802010-09-25T14:47:00.000+08:002010-09-25T14:47:03.448+08:00To say

Hey world. This week went by quite quickly, despite it being our first full week of school. Peace Day was Tuesday, although the end of Peace Day wasn't exactly peaceful for me. The Mid-Autumn Festival on Wednesday. And me being me, I decided that any reason to celebrate was a good enough reason. So I brought up a few Mooncakes, shared them around, getting mixed reactions. The

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-64178426445026082982010-09-13T10:40:00.000+08:002010-09-13T10:40:17.927+08:00If you could

If you could say anything right now, what would you say? I'd say thank you, for being the up when I'm down, for being there in silence when I need only a presence, not an opinion. For being concerned, because everyone likes to feel like someone every once in a while. Thank you, for even attempting to understand the situations I'm in. Thank you, for being the arms around me when I

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-16994314598204874072010-09-09T22:02:00.001+08:002010-09-10T12:26:15.114+08:00She smiles.

But maybe this time, I won't bother too much. I'll smile, and let my heart beat in any way it likes let my mouth say what it thinks fit, and maybe for once try to rest this worry-guts brain of mine. Because this time I'm ready.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-75053597049179863542010-09-05T13:10:00.000+08:002010-09-05T13:10:22.085+08:00First week

Have a heart that never hardens, a temper that never tires, a touch that never hurts. -Charles dickens. Done with my first week of school, nothing much to say. New teachers shall forever be compared to the last, making things hard for many. After the routine "I missed you"s and exchange of stories, we got into our usual everyday rhythm. School, work, jokes, sighs, bus rides... We

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-47999974257615428952010-08-25T14:36:00.003+08:002010-08-25T14:37:32.680+08:00Would you?

Corezone is a ceramic heart-shaped vessel that you can place your thoughts, feelings and emotions into. Write them down on pieces of paper and put them inside. You must then physically break your own heart to free them. Sounds like something I'd do... but then I'm not sure if I'd ever be ready to break one of these. Do remember:

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-80696899466136558952010-08-22T16:34:00.002+08:002010-08-22T16:35:35.530+08:00Image post #12 {Tetris!}

We know it =) But, do we really know it? Lego version! Waffles =D I actually find this pretty... And to end on a happy note: Oh yeah~ Feels like it's been to long since I've done an image post. So, I decided to do one on a very addicting game that I'm sure most (if not all) of us have played. Tetris Good luck to those having exams soon,

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-54748192029479371932010-08-20T08:30:00.000+08:002010-08-20T08:30:24.026+08:00Announcement of utmost importance

I Love Jellyfish! Okay so maybe that wasn't so important. What I really wanted to say is: I'm now posting at http://enjoythelittlethoughts.blogspot.com/. It's a blog for happy thoughts, and happy thoughts only =) It's a blog by Melanie and I, so do drop by. I get lazy to double-post, although for the image posts I'll try... or this blog might just be plagued with unhappy feelings and

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-58763787264204862422010-08-18T11:04:00.001+08:002010-08-18T11:05:58.517+08:00Take me away

I just want to bunch up and hide under the covers, don't bother about lunch, dinner... I'll survive on Pocky and water. I really want to let the world know that a tragedy has occurred, that it has hit me, hard. At least it's the holidays...(?) Actually, I'm not too sure about that statement. Peace out. Fly me to Mars.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-53597132890375917782010-08-13T23:11:00.010+08:002010-08-13T23:19:34.125+08:0011:11.. Make a wish!

I Wish for you to be happy. ❤ ßlåñk, With Love.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-82308472736282158432010-07-30T23:11:00.014+08:002010-07-30T23:19:11.668+08:00it's when

Now please, remember that and hold your head high. You know sometimes when you don't feel like taking part in small talk, when you seem to have lost the energy required to put on that smile you'd usually use to greet someone else, when you genuinely feel that being alone might actually help, when someone asks "what's wrong" and really, you wish you knew the answer so that you could fix

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-41478108610939217092010-07-27T19:06:00.003+08:002010-07-28T11:32:44.815+08:00When it ouches.

When this happens, In simple terms: It's hard. People crumble, start looking for support and also start pushing some away. Subtly, they might hint to the world that things aren't really 'fine' by lighting up that 'red light'. Some might choose to light up a flare, warning everyone around them. Other's might use the hotline they have to certain people they think they can

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-52594388308100723612010-07-26T16:41:00.002+08:002010-07-26T16:43:38.762+08:00Image post #11 {lyrics}

Chasing cars-Snow Patrol Wonderwall-Oasis Let it be- The Beatles Breakeven-The Script You're not sorry- Taylor Swift Never knew I needed-Ne-Yo The Scientist-Coldplay

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-75176722380714278522010-07-21T15:08:00.002+08:002010-07-21T15:11:15.431+08:00A whole year gone by(?)

APADAAAAAAAAA yo~? --What's up, the Bruneian way. (with a small addition from Yours Truly :p ) And so, that's a whole year in JIS over. I'm on my Summer hols now, while most of my friends have just started getting busy. To be honest, I haven't had a long holiday since the end of '08, and I spent most my '08 hols in school(though that isn't something I regret =D) Here's a bit of something

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-8144705223644107682010-07-20T11:19:00.001+08:002010-07-20T11:19:46.762+08:00Image post #10 {ta dah!}

Too cute not to share "Smile"-Uncle Kracker *happy sigh* Yes Please =)

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-84040549999956195222010-07-18T20:38:00.001+08:002010-07-18T22:49:24.503+08:00and so

Supposedly, there was meant to be quite a large post here about lost of stuff, reflecting back. Now I see that really, it would've been pretty absurd.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-41757672115658940982010-07-04T13:48:00.005+08:002010-07-04T14:48:35.081+08:00Sand tends to get everywhere!

Got back to Miri about 4-ish yesterday, done with DOE. It was a longg trek to the camp by the coast with the hot sun and odd amounts of water (Rating of 7/10) Day 1: Had palpitations, felt like dying, considering I didn't get the rest I usually would when I get the attacks. Felt really really bad, had to break evey so often because of it, felt like I was dragging my

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-30234824926534654872010-06-25T19:13:00.006+08:002010-06-26T08:07:58.848+08:00Image post #9 {Ouchies}

yeahhh =) cause everyone lovees fridays no? But.. I think now but hey, Because I must tell myself that yea, life's been rather great lately. Peace while staring at the sky randomly, just being in comfortable silence, talking and feeling like there's not a care in the world, successfully performing and not feeling panicky (break a leg!), being rewarded an award, smiling at the normal everyday

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-87821078077052339602010-06-19T18:35:00.001+08:002010-06-19T18:44:05.577+08:00Long week

This week felt so longg! But hey, it was a good week in it's own ways =) Tuesday Went for a Social in school, got "death-threats" about what I "had to" wear, went late 'cause we were blur, didn't matter that we were late, got stamped, took photos, took shoes off, moved around with the music, Waving Flag ♥, losing my camera case, having someone to comfort me about it (and look under the piano and

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-12772683436629425162010-06-12T10:37:00.013+08:002010-06-12T15:59:33.516+08:00Back home

That worried look,the wash of calm,comparisons,lack of time/skills(?)suspense,disappointments, intense seriousness,falling into trouble, losing it/that/this,random (future)room worries,hesitating( time and time again),getting confused over expectations, uncomfortable occurrences,listing my grades and feeling okay,not knowing stability anymore.=the total loss of energy on Thursday night. Running

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-69737648870674472402010-05-28T21:55:00.007+08:002010-05-30T12:36:11.431+08:00This one week

"You're more than allowed to smile."This week was a good one =)Surprisingly the exams went well, and I managed to go through them without feeling too lost.Messed up my history timeline, grinned at my physics paper, had fun for econs, couldn't stop using my calculator during Chem, got confused at disproportionate answers in english, didn't do the easiet thing in an exam for Bio.All in all, my

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-77935766310792253232010-05-16T09:18:00.015+08:002010-05-16T09:48:12.261+08:00Image post #8 {Just Cause}

Smile =)More reasons to hug someone todayWhy not? - - - - - -- - ✄ - - - - - - - - - - ♥ - - - - - - - - -- - - Exams are soon...one more week of studying and it's time to face a whole years worth of work. Last monday, the Orchestra performed for the school's achievement evening. It was quite tiring but all it all it was good =) I understand the boredom of having to sit on stage between long

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-9249487049941089982010-05-02T11:55:00.011+08:002010-05-02T13:47:08.952+08:00Out of 10, give it a 4.

Reading back,my breath catches,my heart feels odd.(Just this morning, I thought to myself 'I should look at the world with new eyes.'Ironically, it was time to get rid of my pair of monthly contacts.)So yea.It just hit me that I haven't written in Months.3 weeks to end of year exams,about 3 months to Piano exams.Darn. *sighs* This was written at least a year ago.Run, run with me. I know exactly

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-2717465055268893192010-04-30T21:21:00.007+08:002010-04-30T21:41:35.036+08:00Freak out

Back on the bus today, something a little too freaky happened. Let's just say somehow an unwanted event happened( some random immigration guy got on the bus, something about "checking"), and for 10/15 mins I was very, uncomforatble. The choices I had in my mind?1. Stand up, walk to wards source of discomfort and ask politely (or more freak out and raise voice) for the source to leave.2. Sit down,

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-91584836184526887902010-04-24T17:26:00.013+08:002010-04-25T11:34:13.105+08:00A break

This weekend feels too hectic. Drama, Physics, History, English, Music.... The week was just as bad.Tuesday, Boarding House photos. Fire alarms went off at 6, everyone bustled out in pajamas, yawning. Posing, fainting, lining up by height(never a good thing). Had the first Orchestra practice since the performance, new pieces, rusty us.Wednesday, Massive disappointment, not surprised at my own

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-3746061210258834982010-04-18T14:41:00.001+08:002010-04-18T14:43:10.327+08:00Sometimes

some quotes are just too real

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-62412274562897632632010-04-17T18:44:00.005+08:002010-04-17T21:35:34.757+08:00Image post #7 {Books}

(Me)Self-proclaimed and proud~(After you buy a book)This should probably say smelling (new) books.Wait, Scrap that. Really old books can smell good too *grins*(Once you're done with the book)( Last but not least, a guide.)Oh btw,*spiderman hand*Take care everyoneStay Strong.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-90207662387633461732010-04-03T15:57:00.004+08:002010-04-03T16:29:57.176+08:002nd term break

Have been having two weeks of holidays, which ends Tomorrow =lWhat did I do?Well, there was an unexpected trip to Langkawi, and then I went to Penang for Ching Ming with the family. Both places were very very hot. As a result tho, I missed the ch concert. oh well =/.It was nice being away from school for so long to be honest. Felt like I had time to forget the coursework, forget the tests...(oh

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-15247994302688041652010-04-03T15:39:00.004+08:002010-04-03T15:55:19.184+08:00The word..

I was thinking... and as usual my thinking was probably a bit too deep, a bit too much.When I first learnt to say the word "sorry",It meant: Sorry, I won't do it again.Not long after that, I learnt that saying the word "sorry",Also meant: Sorry, I didn't mean to.Later, "sorry" was used in a way which defied both meanings. Leaving me confused and slightly annoyed after hearing it.What does the

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-32731579714598498802010-03-07T09:15:00.006+08:002010-03-07T09:42:23.994+08:00Be Careful

This, is how popcorn pops.Have been quite busy, next week (or is it this week?) is gonna be packed with activities. Orchestra rehearsals everyday except Monday, spending whole days at the empire just rehearsing (and missing classes), LipSync madness, oh and of course camping for the Duke of Edinburgh. Packing this week, is harder. Right now I'm charging two cameras and one phone.Not coming back

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-8070601762446324172010-02-20T23:42:00.008+08:002010-02-21T00:04:30.420+08:00Another New Beginning

It's Another New Year,and if you haven't done what you wanted to for the new year,or you haven't gotten round to mustering up that courage,haven't kept your promises,Here's another chance for all of you out there that celebrate the Chinese New Year.How was my one week? Great. I'd give it an 8.5 rating and trust me that's quite high =)Spent time with family? Check.Stayed up really late? Check.Sung

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-17527387633633515142010-02-05T22:16:00.008+08:002010-02-06T17:05:18.007+08:00I think..

I don't know.I was thinking bout myself.. then I noticed something.We have this similarity, and this one I didn't notice.Both with a 'logical mindset'we faced the situation(and this instance we played same roles, just with a different "them" each)we tried to 'tweak' and 'adjust' things,and look at where that has brought us??Although, you were always the more extreme one.So I guess it was true

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-61853505847080813012009-12-30T23:54:00.019+08:002009-12-31T17:59:38.265+08:00End/Beginning of year post

Just because.It's.. the end of the year.. wow.I've been through so much this year...There was Orientation 20=1, conflicts, CNY visiting, lots of singing on the field, freaking each other out when it came to exams, deciding whether to go out or order for lunch, dettol water =.=, lots of baking, aruging over math, smirking at new hair cuts, frustration at critics during 'work' in class, sports day,

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-86595201942276381512009-12-29T18:07:00.016+08:002009-12-29T19:25:43.399+08:00Image post #6 {Wordplay + Gaga-ness}

A KeyBoard The things we say when we're angry =o And a Gaga equation for the mallo's. ( for the {many}times we quarreled over maths =D)- - ✄ - - - - - - - - - - ♥ - - - - - - - - -As much as we don't want to admit it, school's starting soon =( The holidays have gone by too fast! Well, I guess this was a holiday well spent =) Had an emotional overload today when I started missing everyone back

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-3711420505457505582009-12-25T00:42:00.011+08:002009-12-25T01:02:07.276+08:00Image post #5 {Merry Christmas+post PMR blab}

Every year, I see...Faces of people smiling like this, In toy stores, bookstores...everywhere.The lights on the trees, as decorations along some streets...I hear the fireworks at 12, as with any occasion =)- - - - - - - ✄ - - - - - - - - - - ♥ - - - - - - - - -That part of post was the 25th's, Christmas day.This part is about the 24th.Major thanks to Mallory, Mel, Calvin, Ian, Stephen, Joshua,

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-79397254227942214012009-12-17T22:51:00.006+08:002009-12-25T00:58:30.359+08:00Image post #4 {food}

Do this to my Oreo and I MIGHT think about eating the white part xDThis is what I call candied apples. =DNot just normally but seriously candied apples. Cuteee!! xDCousins and Aunt are here, therefore I've been sleeping earlier noawadays. Both because I've been tired out and also because I have to make a "good impression"? I guess it's kinda good for me?Christmas is soon... and

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-22816701624808263402009-12-09T20:33:00.005+08:002009-12-09T20:47:48.078+08:00Image post #3 {end of term 1}

Zombiess!Remember this one? Take some time to think.. Took me a while to remember where it was from.Simplicity.And another one... For all the ASL-ers =)Term 1 is officially over. *phew*I've had good and bad times,great and Horrible times too...So it was a reasonable term.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-8987361931512935562009-12-05T13:36:00.004+08:002009-12-05T13:57:48.199+08:00Image post #2

Of ice cream vehicles,Mus-ta-shay cups, in bright colours =DAnd saving the whalesMy end of term hols start Wednesday, aunt and cousins coming around the week after that, looking forward to that =)Stay strong.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-30433504718371396342009-11-15T12:08:00.005+08:002009-11-15T12:24:23.662+08:00Image post #1

When feeling like this,Have one of these,and try doing this.Just sharing the images I have in my files on the computer. Haven't been blogging for ages, so I decided to post something of somesort.Little shoutout to Ian, good luck with the exams. =)Stay strong.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-16315798013779848922009-09-11T22:49:00.004+08:002009-09-11T22:56:18.943+08:00Hugs

Anonymus hugging. We definitely need these around the world =)If I do post, I guess my posts are going to be short. People, trying to understand my feelings when I post stuff dose not always work, just to say so. So yeah, good luck everyone. With everything and anything =)

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-13905057599346445382009-09-05T12:28:00.004+08:002009-09-05T12:36:15.339+08:00The more you look,

So when it's caught you in a storm,try to stop thinking, stop worrying, stop wondering.Close your eyes, breathe, and come back.Worry casts a massive shadow. Always try to rid your mind of it.Confusion just makes you feel more lost. Don't overthink it.Stay Strong

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-13321325690527853692009-08-09T09:29:00.019+08:002009-08-09T10:29:55.989+08:00

Life's been pretty crazy/busy for most of us right now, both physically and mentally. -and I have been listening to a few songs on repeat, staring at books and messing around with sugar.-Good luck to all. =)So all of you, be strong, stay strongJust say that You'll Be Ok...

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-77735005440946124402009-04-24T21:24:00.004+08:002009-04-24T21:59:40.825+08:00Surprise.

It's been too long since I: Laughed until my stomach ached,Had to try and control my laughter,Had to control my laughter too many times,Where my heart beat faster with a smile on my face. It's been too long. And tonight brought it all back. Thanks. All of you. =)

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-34620015295443194242009-04-22T15:26:00.003+08:002009-04-22T15:44:25.436+08:00Magnets

"If you drop it enough, you will cause fractures in the metal. These fractures will cause little poles to form (north and south) little sub-magnets. Overall, your magnet will have the same amount of magnetism, but it will seem to be less because of all the mini magnets created by the fractures. Keep dropping until you have a pile of pieces, and you will see that the pieces will still be magnetic,

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-35877917841032222482009-03-17T17:27:00.010+08:002009-03-17T18:18:43.605+08:00Times like these

You tell me you need opinions,and I know something's wrong.something's very wrong.I try to find the words I would usually use,the worse that would somehow calm those stormy thoughts,Something to amuse,to distract.Yet,I am caught in a storm of my own.I am struggling too. I guess as humans,not all of us will have a perfect balance of confidence.I guess,I guess we all need someone to convince us."

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-81236362232623199052009-02-28T16:36:00.008+08:002009-02-28T21:35:22.638+08:00Little update on my life

They look great.. Don't they? =) Melanie came todayy... to write the script. And do something useful... Instead, we turned to bakingg!! =D There wasn't enough cream cheese to make brownies so we made cupcakes instead. We followed the recipe... with malfunctions. It was worrying... But the baking powder saved the day! Before and after photos... go to Mel =) We added a little something (as an

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-86170512720005020282009-02-20T17:05:00.003+08:002009-02-20T17:31:25.819+08:00I'm right here.

Whoever gets tagged must write 10 facts about the person who tagged him/her.About Mandaaaa:1. Laughs lots 2. Did not come to cs auditions..*cough*-You know whatt? I'm officially breaking the rules. =DThe person who got tagged also has to write 10 facts about him/herself.About -ßlåñk:1. I love cookies.2. I love Keiraa~3. I don't drink coke?4. Starting to enjoy photos =)5. Self-proclaimed bookworm6

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-30218873888742610542008-12-25T10:43:00.004+08:002008-12-25T11:03:26.294+08:00Merry Christmas =)

The music, (Souped-up verision of "Jingle Bells")The sights, (Christmas Trees,Fairy Lights...)The people....(Smiles on most faces) *~MERRY CHRISTMAS!!~* Something told me it was that time of the year again To those who don't celebrate Christmas...Happy Holidays =)

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-17400763433944587442008-12-03T22:26:00.004+08:002008-12-03T22:37:17.511+08:00Dominoes

Life is like dominoesOne falls, and hits the other...The woes,the laughter,the joy..All like a few innocent dominoes,falling together in onesmoothmotion.Maybe,Just maybe, that's the reason good thingsor bad things for that matter,seem to happen in a row.It all depends on which domino you hit.Are you going to hit one that will go on forever,But end in a good place?Or more,the one that's short and

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-38750619783061282012008-12-01T21:02:00.004+08:002008-12-01T21:22:55.047+08:00

Apologies, I haven't been updating..Nothing much has been going on really.I'm still alive tho =)So....1. Do you have secrets?- Dosen't everyone?2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?- A girl? No I wouldn't.3. Do you enjoy going to college?- Do I? Currently...?4. What would you do with a billion dollars?- Depends =D Charities... Family.. Goodies!5. Will you fall in love with your

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-22544243521544770822008-11-15T18:14:00.013+08:002008-11-15T18:36:23.644+08:00Taggg....

RULES:- Pick your birth month.- Italicise those that do not apply to u- Bold those that best apply to you.- For those that you are unsure about, make the font smaller.- Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.- Tag 5 people------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-48194578163213155482008-11-14T22:22:00.005+08:002008-12-03T22:39:16.745+08:00YinYang

I'm quite sure none of you would understand this... but yea.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-2092969321108907092008-11-12T18:56:00.011+08:002008-12-03T22:39:08.990+08:00Pustaka...

Well, today, we went to pustaka. We being me and mel, mainly to check out the books =DThe result of book-hunting...? Nothing much really.. we only stayed in the library section for around 40 mins. Mostly refrence. Good ones too =) After all that, we got bored and a walk in a park... namely, City Fan. Sounded good. Yes, It was raining, but we had an umbrella... That was meant for one person.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-91691576771937923592008-11-10T12:15:00.004+08:002008-11-10T14:11:00.127+08:00The end already!?

It's the 10th of november and the school year has ended for thousands of Students. At around 10.30 in the morning, students were seen coming out of school in swarms. Some were smiling while some looked like they had a bad day. Results are probably the usual suspects... Ok, enough of that xD. Soo, the school year is over. Done with. I still feel like maybe I have a few more months to go but.. it's

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-81015715269361981482008-11-02T13:52:00.005+08:002008-11-02T14:11:17.343+08:00I've been tagged.

1.What is your ambition?Don't have one yet.. AS long as It's not a sad pointless kinda thing. Mythbusters?! xD2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?Friends. 3.How often do you think of committing suicide?huh?4.Do you think you have enough confidence?Not really.5.How many babies u wan?Ask later. MUCH later.6.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?It's just a matter of

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-48391119582425108182008-10-25T17:01:00.007+08:002008-10-25T21:58:29.972+08:00iHappy =)

Lalala... Went out with Crew today =D. For my Birthday Celebration. Nothing big happened really, Mainly we just chilled. Let's go step by step shall we? xD So... We ate at Mc D's.. then we went to the Mac shop. Nix's iPod charger didn't work. Sad but true.. So.. she got a refund! =) Then, we went to... Popular. As always. We stood at the stationary section for quite a while, cause Daph was

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-85115791114534890792008-10-19T14:17:00.007+08:002008-10-19T14:47:06.387+08:00Time

Now, I'm living life with a expiry date on me. One year. or even less than one year before it's confirmed. It IS confirmed. I'm just in denial. It isn't great. It's for my own good.. fine. I can't stop it.. not unless something major happens. As if. "It's like talking to a person who already has a will and would leave anytime." "...days are numbered" I've just noticed how short a year really is.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-48274645378230631462008-10-12T17:52:00.003+08:002008-10-12T18:05:06.085+08:00Another year...

Another birthday! Happy birthday 14th to Ian(Ferret) and Mallory(Maminix)!Went to Boulervard to celebrate their birthdays today. The main event? "Ice-skating" Not exactly ice but waxed plastic floor. The blades were different and weird! Did I gain balance? Nope. Not unless I stood still. Moving? Does moving backwards and sideways count?The birthday presents will be late this year. Don't know how

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-29033898375707916212008-10-11T18:09:00.005+08:002008-10-11T21:57:07.012+08:00Toastmasters!

Toastmasters... The first thought when I heard about this was "Toast? Huh?" I pictured people sitting infront of stacks to toast. Anyway, it has nothing to do with toast . It was about speech.The 1st speaker was Abel Tan who really concentrated on fear. Luke bong was the 2nd. Here's something.. He used to study in SMK CH! Lol. When we heard that we clapped. Halfway through his talk, he said :"I'm

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-3297507290428831622008-10-01T20:48:00.006+08:002008-10-01T21:04:23.543+08:00The day.

The skyThe dog.The tree... The end.Happy Hari Raya all!

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-20190458504219092802008-09-28T21:05:00.002+08:002008-09-28T21:29:17.700+08:00Been a while..

No matter what, life goes on and on and on...Been a while since I've blogged... A week actually. Amongst the robots, I'm the one who hasn't posted the most. Usually it's the Ferret!! Oh well.Ok, enough of that drama. Soo.. frankly the hols haven't started yet BUT I'm starting to feel bored. Seriously.I'm bored out of my mind.. staring at stuffs, contemplating..and the rest of you are studying...

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-61832615425817648472008-09-21T13:38:00.006+08:002008-09-21T16:07:29.802+08:00The simple minded

I envy them =l Don't we all?

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-33189478150518669322008-09-17T18:18:00.005+08:002008-09-17T18:41:08.875+08:00Triva =)

Triva! It was great thanks to Bonnie. He came up with really random questions to ask. Who would know the 1st vending machine dispensed holy water? Doomstead is.... a horse? Thanks again to Bonnie, for telling us Tiger Woods' mom is from Thailand =.= Amazingly, we were failing badly and then we decided to play it like idiots, shooting at anyting we thought was possible.. -what did we have to

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-79549180692706922532008-09-14T19:38:00.007+08:002008-09-14T20:00:56.922+08:00Review.

Time for a review!! Officially... Rouge is: An idyllic wildlife cruise disintegrates into terror when a party of tourists are stalked by a giant man-eating crocodile. Pete McKell, a cynical American travel writer, joins a group of holiday-makers on a river cruise through the waters of Kakadu National Park. The group is eventually stranded on a mud island and they are trapped in the lair of a '

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-58889292647039378462008-09-11T17:34:00.006+08:002008-09-11T18:17:43.516+08:00Chinese lessons..

Ah,Chinese lessons.. periods of time where the whole class cuts the noise output by... at least 70%Perfect time to contemplate. Even if you have nothing to think about, there's always the little hidden meanings in sentences to think about, the questions she throws at you. Chinese class is not really just about the language anymore. All the 名句 and stuff is stuff that really makes sense, stuff

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-27113054898367694082008-09-09T15:53:00.008+08:002008-09-09T16:08:25.737+08:00Bleh

Tell me that 失败是成功之母,I'll tell you that 失败 is failure. Unacceptable.Nothing much to say I guess... Just stay strong =l.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-51019976621816164082008-09-07T17:59:00.005+08:002008-09-07T18:16:04.939+08:00Ta da?

Hmm.. been fooling around on Google Earth and guess what??Notice you can't really see the bus stop and the field looks like it's balding?? Wonder when Google last updated it. Don't like this view of the school =l

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Hmm.. so it's over.. Let's have a summary of the subjects =)Have a cupcake while I'm at it =D Chinese: I do not need to say anything do I?Malay: Ringkasan and a merdeka thingy...English: kinda weird, but fine =)Sejarah: Not too badGeography: "boleh tahan lah!"Science: Titration!! Neutralisation..explosion..Math: No commentPJK: lol.. lee chong wei did NOT get his silver on the 8th of Aug

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-81462083642969969432008-08-28T17:37:00.006+08:002008-09-01T21:35:16.061+08:00Pau/包

I R Spider.Name r Pau. Meet Pau. Pau is a male spider that I own. Pau likes rolling on the floor while saying:"Doughnut!Doughnut!Doughnut!" Over and over again =D It's funny. Trust me =) Exams are in.. about 4 days.Life is twisted in it's own little way.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-42315348254388094762008-08-24T17:50:00.003+08:002008-12-03T22:39:36.901+08:00Mission-Failed

So the holidays are over!! And, I did not learn to cycle. Hmm... Will have to learn sometime. The bike went away for a day (Thurs), I had my fears, etc. resulting an a failed mission =l Went to the cs.. gathering/celebrtion thingy.. it was fine.. not many turned up (understatement!) I have yet to study for UB4, and I have yet to finish the projects and all the other little thingys.. lalala..

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-19171145667646562052008-08-19T16:29:00.006+08:002008-08-19T20:35:25.118+08:00Lalala..

Lalala... Robotic Chicken is right here next to me =).. She insists on "bloxheads" It's actually Boxheads. so yea xD Keira surprised her badly.. it was funny. Found out dear Robotic Human's little seeeecret today. No biggie. Do expect a review and screenshots from Robotic Chicken. Isn't it predictable? It's here Haven't felt so.. happy/high In awhile.. But exams are coming soon.. Ahhh!!

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-9952210797579894042008-08-18T18:54:00.004+08:002008-08-18T20:29:33.474+08:00rooтвεεя icε crεam

Was in school for half the day today.. time went by so quickly. Books tend to have that effect on me. I'm hoping tomorrow will turn out as expected, with them finding out I DON'T do the javelin, and then dissmissing me for I have no use what-so-ever to them. I hope. **EDIT** Mission accomplished. One day late. But it's done, gotten over with. We'll do it together soon. With help, it will be

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-45205010670207204762008-08-13T16:50:00.003+08:002008-08-13T17:34:49.967+08:00Up, down, left, right

Hmm... (-)x(-) is supposed to be a +. My life is ok with math unfortunately math theories don't apply to my life. Went to see Madame Ursula today -with R. chicken-who else? why? We had to talk to her about our totally non existent script. Apparntly she dosen't know when the deadline is.So yea. Life. I have aural thingy tomrrow. Supposed to have script by now. Don't feel like it= Impromtu time!

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-72453448715678250842008-08-11T19:33:00.002+08:002008-08-11T19:50:15.630+08:00Books

Hot.Cold.Hot.ColdHot.Cold. That kind of transaction must be bad for anything.. Inlcuding my nose. It's getting so stuffy and my eyes tear randomly because of it. Annoying. So today was my first day of being a.. probationary librarian prefect..In another place in school I find peaceful. Maybe it's because they have a load of books there? Don't know. It was.. ok. more than coping with the "job".

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-90545279303998961242008-08-08T19:02:00.003+08:002008-08-08T19:11:22.915+08:00Piano

So the piano thingy was fine... Quite fine So amazingly all ßlåñk feels is relived, nothing elseSo.. ßlåñk is.. supposed to be overjoyed or something but.. it's not happening.So.. ßlåñk feels lost againAnd.. ßlåñk feels like escaping for one whole day. So.. ßlåñk shall leave with a picture.

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-72546762840276089782008-08-06T17:08:00.007+08:002008-08-06T17:51:49.755+08:00I feel..

Confused.puzzled.perplexed.baffled.muddled.flummoxed.Lost.Off track.Adrift.Astray.Nervous.tense.Uneasy.Scared.Ultimately,I've pushed out of my comfort zone..again... 08/08/08.. welcome to the Beijing olympics!! And also the day I hope I'll live through.. the day I hope to.. survive and come out of that room smiling... free of one thing to worry over. It's two days ahead.. I'll live. For the

ßlåñk™http://www.blogger.com/profile/11979865444028855055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6400959611349067247.post-32009943586861339852008-08-04T15:39:00.005+08:002008-08-04T15:56:46.986+08:00Argh...

So many things I would like to say, but I stop myself, in fear of hurting someone, making life a mess.. you get the idea. Was wondering if one day I should just write letters and send them off.. to all those people. Letters because they're more.. formal and I guess if i think it's gonne hurt someone or something, it's better somehow.. Also, letters take longer to arrive..but that's kind bad right

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